Sometimes I feel like I've got it. I know what I need to do and I can do it. And a moment later, it can all fall apart. I can have a dream or a goal and rather than making it happen I will sit and wish and hope and dream and watch as the dream slowly goes away. I know, it isn't going to happen magically by itself. But nothing seems to motivate me. Nothing. And I feel lost and overwhelmed with everything I want and hope and dream for.
so many dreams... I want so much. Maybe I want too much. And everything feels just out of reach.
March was stressful and threw me for a loop. I thought April would be better and it has been, but not creatively or productively towards dreams. April has been detrimental because it's my birth month. And while usually I look forward to it, this was the first year I did not. Instead I'm just feeling old and run down and feel like my life if going no where.
I know this is just a rutt, and it won't last. But is sure is sticking around and bringing me down.
Don't give up ! Choose one or two of your best cherished dreams and keep on track !
ReplyDeletea fellow Creative dreamer
http://eveil-creatif.over-blog.com
This sounds familiar. I have so many dreams I don't know what to do with them. But do what Elvys says, pick your most cherished ones and keep on track. Don't forget about the others, just save them.
ReplyDeleteI had a 16 year old come up to me at work last week so upset because she didn't know what to do with her life. She changed her mind so often. I asked her if she wanted to do the same thing for the rest of her life or if she wanted her life to be an experience, to be interesting.
She said she wanted it to be interesting, and so answered her own question. You can do all the things you want so long as you don't try and do them all at the same time.
Just because you don't do it straight away, by no means makes it any less special.
Life doesn't thrive in a stagnant pool Dawn, line your dreams up and hunt them one by one. That way you will always have goals, always be in a new and exciting place, and you will always feel your dreams are achievable.
You can do it! xxx